07/17/12

Lunch and dessert after://merder 

Meredith poked at her salad, not so patiently waiting for Derek to join her. She was starving and had had nothing to eat in the past 24 hours. She bounced her legs up and down, eyeing the cafeteria for any sight of him. She let out an audible sigh of relief as she saw him approaching her with a smile. “There you are” she said, standing up to kiss his cheek. She could tell the people around them were looking, staring, judging, but she didnt care. She loved being with Derek and didnt care if the others judged her. She sat back down and forcefully dug into her salad, so how was surgery today?

07/15/12

(Source: franciscamay)

07/12/12

House of candles cont. 

Derek:So, what is this? Is this your way of getting back together with me? *laughs*
Meredith:I believe it is, Dr.Shepherd. *grins* If it was, would you say yes? To getting back together?
Derek:I would say that would be a positive, Doctor Grey. *Smiles and Kisses your forehead*
Meredith:*Smiles as Dereks kisses her forehead,then grabs his hand and squeezes it lightly, looking back up at him* So this is it? Us? This is real?
Derek:Yeah, it's real. Just give it a chance this time, mer?
Meredith:*sighs deeply* Yeah, I will. I'm ready, this time.
Derek:Okay..I'll try to keep it simple. *rolls over and looks in Meredith's eyes* I do still love you, Meredith..
Meredith:*looks back into Dereks eyes* I love you too *gives him a small, faint kiss on the lips*
Derek:Well, let's get some sleep. You have work in the morning. *kisses forehead*
Meredith:*curls up into Dereks chest and falls asleep*
07/12/12

House of candles cont. 

Derek:So, what is this? Is this your way of getting back together with me? *laughs*
Meredith:I believe it is, Dr.Shepherd. *grins* If it was, would you say yes? To getting back together?
Derek:I would say that would be a positive, Doctor Grey. *Smiles and Kisses your forehead*
Meredith:*Smiles as Dereks kisses her forehead,then grabs his hand and squeezes it lightly, looking back up at him* So this is it? Us? This is real?
Derek:Yeah, it's real. Just give it a chance this time, mer?
Meredith:*sighs deeply* Yeah, I will. I'm ready, this time.
Derek:Okay..I'll try to keep it simple. *rolls over and looks in Meredith's eyes* I do still love you, Meredith..
Meredith:*looks back into Dereks eyes* I love you too *gives him a small, faint kiss on the lips*
07/12/12
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07/11/12

House of candles cont. 

Derek:So, what is this? Is this your way of getting back together with me? *laughs*
Meredith:I believe it is, Dr.Shepherd. *grins* If it was, would you say yes? To getting back together?
Derek:I would say that would be a positive, Doctor Grey. *Smiles and Kisses your forehead*
Meredith:*Smiles as Dereks kisses her forehead,then grabs his hand and squeezes it lightly, looking back up at him* So this is it? Us? This is real?
Derek:Yeah, it's real. Just give it a chance this time, mer?
Meredith:*sighs deeply* Yeah, I will. I'm ready, this time.
07/11/12
07/11/12

House of candles cont. 

Derek:So, what is this? Is this your way of getting back together with me? *laughs*
Meredith:I believe it is, Dr.Shepherd. *grins* If it was, would you say yes? To getting back together?
Derek:I would say that would be a positive, Doctor Grey. *Smiles and Kisses your forehead*
Meredith:*Smiles as Dereks kisses her forehead,then grabs his hand and squeezes it lightly, looking back up at him* So this is it? Us? This is real?
07/11/12

House of candles cont. 

Derek:So, what is this? Is this your way of getting back together with me? *laughs*
Meredith:I believe it is, Dr.Shepherd. *grins* If it was, would you say yes? To getting back together?
07/10/12

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Meredith had driven to the dollar store and bought about every bag of t-lights they had. The cashier gave her a strange look but she didnt care, she was far more concerned about how she was going to pull this off. She drove to Derek’s plot of land and began strategically placing candles. The occasional small gust of wind would come, blowing out the flame of an already lit candle. “Crap” Meredith murmured to herself as she would run back, relighting the flame. She finally got the entire “house” lit, and admired her work. “I did it,” she said to herself “I built us a house”. She crossed her arms over her chest and smiled. As time passed, her smile faded turning into a look of disappointment. She checked her phone “11:08 pm” the time read. “Come on Derek” she whispered to herself, bouncing up and down in an attempt to keep warm as the chilling Seattle weather took effect. Finally she saw headlights break the darkness of the night up ahead of her and she let out a sigh of relief. She watched as Derek approached her with a grin. “Oh god, this is it” she thought to herself

Derek pulled up to his plot of land. So many emotions were running through his head. His—Their clinical trial had just pulled through with their first surviving patient, and although he felt like he was on top of the world due to his major medical breakthrough.something was still missing. He wanted to share the moment with someone. Not Rose, his current girlfriend, but Meredith, which he always knew was his true love. He had looked everywhere for her, with the bottle of wine ready to be popped. He had searched the hospital, her house, even Christina’s. She was no where to be found. Derek hoped that maybe she was looking for him up at his land. He pulled up to find her blue jeep. His heart jumped as he got out of his car and ran into the trailer, “Meredith!” He cried out. She wasn’t there. He turned around to go back outside when he saw a glowing from the opening where he planned to build them a house once. He left the trailer and walked towards the light. The closer he got he realized what it was. A house shaped trail of candles, and there Meredith was pacing in the middle. She was mumbling to her phone walking back in forth. She was so cute when she was like this. “Meredith” Derek said softly when she was just an earshot away in the house of candles. She turned to him quickly. He saw her eyes light up.

“There you are!’ Meredith exclaimed. A rush of emotions hit her hard and she saw him approaching her. “Ive been waiting and waiting for you! I built us this house because I wanted to say, that, right there, where your standing?” Meredith points to the land beneath Derek’s feet “Thats where our kitchen would be.And that over there?” She pointed to another sectioned off piece of land “Thats where our kids would play. And I had this stupid idiotic speech made up in my head, about how I was going to build us a house, but then I realized I dont build houses, Im a surgeon. And I’ve been out here waiting for you like an idiot!…” before Meredith could finish, she felt Derek plant his lips against hers, hard. She pulled away as she felt his arms wrap around her waist “And I dont know if I can trust you. I want to trust you, but I dont know if I can. Because I believe we can be extraordinary together, rather than ordinary apart”

Derek pulled her closer to him again. This time quieting her for good. The kiss between them lasted for awhile. They hadn’t kissed in months so the two had to linger for a little while. Derek pulled away after about a minute and let Meredith sink back down to her toes. “I have to go.” He whispered. “What?!” Meredith exclaimed. “I have to go talk to Rose. Because to kiss you, like I want to kiss you,” Derek paused to smile, “In order to do more than kiss you, my conscious needs to be clear.” Derek pulled away more taking a few steps back towards his car. “Wait for me,” Derek smiled, “Don’t move.” He turned around and walked at a fast past towards his car. 

Derek turned on the ignition and turned down the radio. He had the clash blasting upon his arrival, which was his favorite band. He led his car down the mountain on the single road for about nine miles before he got on the small business road that would take him to Rose’s, his soon to be ex-girlfriend’s house. He pulled into her drive and he saw her step onto the front porch, she was expecting him. As soon as he got out of his car her heard her voice, all excited from him and his clinical trial. He walked up her stairs before replying. “Rose.” Derek whispered in a serious tone. Her face changed. She knew what was about to happen. “Rose, I um,” He sighed, “You can’t do this..” Rose interrupted. She understood. “You can’t do this because of Meredith.” She explained. He nodded. Derek tried to fight the grin that was sneaking up on his face at the mention of her name, but he knew it was coming through a little. “Yeah..” Derek sighed and looked up grinning. “It’s okay,” Rose said a little disappointed. “I’ve always known.” Derek put his hand on her shoulder and nodded before walking down the stairs to get back in his car. He backed out of the drive and made his way back to his land.

He walked back towards Meredith smiling. His head was completely clear. All he wanted now was to get tangled up in her. Before she could open her mouth to ask how it went he had already said, “It went fine. Now shush..Let’s be extraordinary.” Derek laughed at his cheesy joke. He walked up to her and pressed his body against her’s. He lingered a minute before he went in for a kiss, deep and passionate. He felt her melt in his arms as he scooped her up, putting her legs around his waist. She was so small it was amazing. Still kissing her he began walking them both back towards the trailer.

Merediths body filled with disappointment as Derek said he needed to clear his conscious. Admirable,yes,but incredibly annoying as well. She laughed as she groaned through his “goodbye” kiss to her and pulled away with a smirk “fine,go” she said,shooing him away. “I’ll,uh,just wait here!” she yelled out to him as she watched him get into his car. 
She paced back and forth,waiting for him to join her once more. The candles slowly went out,one by one. What was once a beautifully illuminated hill,was now just a dimly lit hill with a sad looking meredith standing in the middle of it.
Finally she saw Derek reapproach her and butterflies swarmed her stomach once more. She opened her mouth to speak,but nothing came out. Before she could get the chance to say anything, Derek had already answered her question and then his lips came crashing down on hers. With there mouths smashing together, Meredith wrapped her arms up around his neck. She giggled beneath the kisses as she felt derek bringing her towards the trailer. As the door swung open, meredith felt the warm comfort she had missed so much. They fumbled around and Derek pushed her against the wAll,running his fingers through her hair. She let her arms slide down his neck and pulled up his shirt.

Derek felt Meredith’s soft hands pull of his shirt. He took a break from the kissing to smile and retaliate. He shrugged off her jacket and lifted of her shirt, exposing her skin colored bra. He pressed his body against her warm skin and kissed her more. He felt her hands wonder down his sides and on to his jean button and zipper. She kissed his neck and then proceeded to kiss down his chest and stomach. She grinned up at him as she pulled of his jeans. He pulled her up to kiss her again letting his hands pull of her pants as well. Derek lifted Meredith up again and tossed her down gently on the bed. She bit her lip a little as he stood up, admiring her gorgeous body before climbing on top of her, kissing her neck.

Meredith bit at her lip teasingly as Derek looked her over. He had that sheepish grin across his face,just like the first night they met and the many nights after. She breathed in quickly as Derek laid him self on top her, bringing her lips back to his. She wrapped her legs around his waist as he kissed her neck. Her body flushed with pleasure as he kissed further and further down her chest. She let a small moan erupt from her lips as she felt Derek make his way back up her.

Derek lifted her body while he was kissing her to snap off her bra. He through it back through the trailer and began to kiss around her breasts. He felt her hands curve around his face and then through his hair. He kissed his way back up to her neck as he felt her hands rub down his body and inside his boxers. She toyed around before she finally slid of his boxers. Derek took sometime to get himself and Meredith under the covers before he began to kiss her again. He kissed down her body until he got to the line of underwear that kept her from being completely naked. He kissed her hips gently and slid off her underwear. He smiled up at her evilly. 

Meredith let her fingers explore Derek’s body, finding their way down to his boxers. She slipped them under the waist band and began trailing them up and down his shaft. she reached back up and pulled off his boxers for him, feeling him grin beneath their kisses. Her toes curled as derek kissed down her body,stopping at the waist band of her underwear. She arched her hips up and forward as Derek slipped the underwear off her body. A small moan escaped from her lips as Derek stared up at her with his wicked smile. Before she could say anything else,she felt Derek dive his kisses into her. She bit her lip in an attempt to not yell with pure ecstasy,and just as she though she couldn’t contain her pleasure any longer, Derek’s lips met hers once more before he thrust himself inside of her.

Derek let at a small moan through a kiss when he felt himself inside her. It had been forever since their previous ‘break up sex’ had ended. Since he had met Meredith he had only ever been with two women, Addison and Rose. With them, it was just sex, but sex with Meredith was so much more. It felt better both physically and emotionally. It just felt right. No one else gave Derek the explosion of passion he got when he made love to Meredith. He moaned thrusting in and out, at a steady, slow speed. Derek’s favorite part of sleeping with Meredith was the pauses they would make, to kiss, to whisper, to laugh, to change positions. Every pause contained Meredith’s eyes meeting Derek’s just gazing. At the point in time everything was understood and even in the silence, they could hear every thought of the other. One look was better than an I love you. Derek had paused just for a minute, enough to go in for a deeper kiss and look into her eyes just for a minute. The gaze was broken by a cry from Meredith. She was climaxing. Derek broke the gaze to kiss her neck has Meredith wrapped her legs tighter around Derek’s waist and dug her nails into his back. When she was finished Derek pulled out and rolled over pulling her on top of him. “Extraordinary enough?” Derek whispered and smiled as he thrust back into her. 

The sex with Derek never failed to mesmerize Meredith.  It wasnt that it was exciting or new, but quite the contrary. It was familiar and comforting. She knew what made Derek tick, and he knew the same for her. It was safe, and thats what Meredith needed. Each kiss, each feeling, made Meredith look forward to her future with Derek. As she reached her climax, her moans grew louder and her legs clenched tighter around Derek’s waist as he thrust into her one more time before she orgasmed. She let out a wimper of pleasure as Derek fell off of her. She giggled as he pulled her on top of him and pushed her hair behind her ears. She laughed, leaning into kiss Derek as he asked her if it was “Extraordinary Enough” but before their lips could meet, her head arched forward as she moaned while Derek enter her once more.

Derek moaned as he thrusted into Meredith harder and faster. He pulled out and rolled her over and began kissing his way down her body. Derek wrapped Meredith’s legs around his shoulders and began to kiss into her. She moaned and ran her fingers through his hair he got her to orgasm once and close to another before he kissed his way up and pushed himself back into her. He felt her legs shaking. He gave her one last orgasm before pulling out and finishing on her stomach. Though she was out of breath she let out a small giggle. Derek pushed himself up to get a towel from the sink to wipe off her stomach. He tossed it backwards off the bed before he lifted the blanket up to climb inside with her. She nuzzled up to Derek and laid her head on his chest. They both lay there breathing hard.

After Orgasming a few more times, Merediths body shook with pleasure as she curled up against Derek. His breath was hard against her hair and she breathed in his mixture of sweat and cologne. As she rested her head on his chest, she could feel his heart beating against, a feeling that after all this time, still managed to take her breath away. She smiled as Derek pushed her hair back and she felt there breaths becoming one in time with one another’s.